Saturday, April 01, 2006

First Night Home!!

It is our first night home with Daniel. We are so afraid that we are going to hurt him. He is so small, coming home weighing 5lbs 9ozs. He is so precious and so adorable. I love holding him and giving him kisses. I seem like a crazy parent just watching him breath. In the middle of the night I woke up scared that he was not breathing and had to make sure he was breathing. I knew I would be so nervous when he came home, but I did not know I would be this nervous. I guess this is what happens when you have two stillbirths you are so scared something is going to happen. I know I will get over this fear. I hope.

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